Contemplation....

I think of her everyday...
But I don't know what it means.
Words can not describe how she makes me feel
Could it be, the woman of my dreams.
No...This concept, to me, does not truely exist.
That would assume there was "the one" out there.
So what about, "it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all".
Could there be more than one.
Or was it really love.
If ignorance is bliss, than why am I not happy.
I know nothing of what true love is.
I will tell you what I know....

Standing up and falling apart
Erupting doubt and remorse in a shell of confidence
Reflection is not allowed.
Ignorance is smooth when allowed to breathe
Show your pain only when your not lookng
Feed it with loss
And misery will follow

Hope everyone has a great day.....