Yet another post...

After reading a friends(yah you) post I got to thinking. This whole blog thing is like group therapy. I sit on my couch and talk to who ever cares to read. I guess hoping that peoples comments will help me to understand. But why do I not tell anyone about my site. Probably because I really don't want to understand. Becasue just maybe I might find out why. Then life would be or, more realistically, could be "happily ever after". And who wants that..hmm..

I still think of her everyday...
And I still don't know what it means...
I have thought of her everday for the last 13 years,
You would think I would know why by now.
I guess it could be one of a couple of reasons
Either I am in love with her or I just love her.
Friends are friends and sorry, but I don't think of even my best friend everyday.
Or do I...I have been in love and lost.
And I don't know if I can go through that again.

Menawhile back in hazard county, lifes goes on
and that daisy duke called me back...

I realized today that I have reached a goal.
Actually, one of the biggest goals I have ever set out to achieve.
I am a small buisness owner,
own my home that doubles as an investment property,
and all on the "right" coast.
I set these goals with my now exwife,
she was suppose to be here.
That was the plan.
Needless to say, my goals didn't change and hers did.
I don't know if I should thank her
Beacuse I would never have gotten here with her,
or with out her.........